I've started spotting, and I don't really want to write much about it.

I'm not to eager to have another IUI cycle. I want to do it, but I don't feel like doing it again.

Also, I'm still not sure how I feel about teaching next fall. I'm coming to the realization that I really need to wait to make to make that decision.

Here's a song I've found uplifting lately:

"I Belong To You" ~ Superchick

Everybody needs to belong to somewhere;

Life can feels so alone without some one who cares.
And when life becomes something just to get through,
That's when I'm glad that I belong to you.

[chorus]
I belong to you .
I belong to you,
You're the one
Who will never let me down,
Won't let me down.
I belong to you.

Sometimes life brings more pain than we can bear alone.
When hope is gone and I have no more strength to stand on my own,
When nothing helps, there's nothing that I can do,
You surround me and show me I belong to you.

[chorus]

Love is gone there's no arms to run to anymore,
I'm all alone there's no one for me to live for,
Letting go of the things I've always clung to,
That's when I need to feel that I belong to you.